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Jaguar 2016-2-2 15:22
You're not alone in your stress and upset over your fur baby.
I think most people who don't have pe ...
Thank you so much for your support and understanding. I'll try to find a support group but there's not to offer where I live. The expenses I've already have had will soon cost me my phone, internet and cable. The services will be cut off sometime between now and my billing date Feb 7th. I had to spend my bill money Lexie which was worth it though it did nothing to help her. The vet said after a number of tests, a bunch of things that could be tried to extend her life for whatever time they could give her or just put her to sleep. I couldn't afford any kind of treatment and I couldn't just put her to sleep, not while she doesn't appear to be in pain as she's not crying. Going to the litter box to poop causes her stress. She's having a rough time getting out of the box and then she's unsteady and flops down on the floor because she's so feeble. She also has diabetes that was confirmed by the vet the same time as the cancer. Which is the main cause of her kidneys shutting down. She's drinking almost 2 large containers of water each day that's why she's going through so much kitty litter.
If she does get in pain I don't know what I'm going to do. I have no money to put her to sleep. I've been trying to sell my things online to save up some money just in case that happens but no one is buying and once I lose my internet service I can't sell anything online.
I'm just praying each day she keeps on living without being in pain and so far she doesn't seem to be. But I see her failing. What am I going to do if she starts crying? It scares me to even think about it. I'm hoping so hard she dies in her sleep. But then I don't have money to do anything for her if that happens.
So if that happens since without her I will mean nothing to anyone or anything. I'm disabled and have plenty of pills to take after she's gone and if she goes in her sleep like I'm hoping and I will lie down and go to sleep with her. |
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