I understand you very well as I also lost my little angel. I lost him on March 24. He was very pretty. I still keep his first and the only photo taken an hour later his birth. I never saw him because I was given anethesia for cesarean section and later I was kept in Intensive care unit. I didnt even know that my little angel was struggling for his life in a glass box. He lived only 2 days. I miss him so much. I can feel what a pain to lose your baby...