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Jaguar 2016-2-2 15:22
Youre not alone in your stress and upset over your fur baby.
I think most people who dont have pe ...
Thank you so much for your support and understanding. Ill try to find a support group but theres not to offer where I live. The expenses Ive already have had will soon cost me my phone, internet and cable. The services will be cut off sometime between now and my billing date Feb 7th. I had to spend my bill money Lexie which was worth it though it did nothing to help her. The vet said after a number of tests, a bunch of things that could be tried to extend her life for whatever time they could give her or just put her to sleep. I couldnt afford any kind of treatment and I couldnt just put her to sleep, not while she doesnt appear to be in pain as shes not crying. Going to the litter box to poop causes her stress. Shes having a rough time getting out of the box and then shes unsteady and flops down on the floor because shes so feeble. She also has diabetes that was confirmed by the vet the same time as the cancer. Which is the main cause of her kidneys shutting down. Shes drinking almost 2 large containers of water each day thats why shes going through so much kitty litter.
If she does get in pain I dont know what Im going to do. I have no money to put her to sleep. Ive been trying to sell my things online to save up some money just in case that happens but no one is buying and once I lose my internet service I cant sell anything online.
Im just praying each day she keeps on living without being in pain and so far she doesnt seem to be. But I see her failing. What am I going to do if she starts crying? It scares me to even think about it. Im hoping so hard she dies in her sleep. But then I dont have money to do anything for her if that happens.
So if that happens since without her I will mean nothing to anyone or anything. Im disabled and have plenty of pills to take after shes gone and if she goes in her sleep like Im hoping and I will lie down and go to sleep with her. |
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